Haha! I’m possessed of love, It’s an obsession write about it, talk about it.I’m single, for the first time, in ages. Since the age of 17 I had a relationship with my ex.We even got married. I was terrified ,the first period that I was alone. (with a silly voice):All of a sudden I discovered all kind of things about myself. Haha! I’m now 1,5 years single and I’m finally getting use to being alone. I must say that I think is very nice to live alone.
Now I have to watch that I’m not quickly annoyed with other peoples habits

I moved from Australia to New York city. So, I didn’t had things around me that could remind me of home or her. I’m very bad in letting go so this way was easier.
After that I met someone and we dated for 8 months. It was fun ,casual. Americans are doing that, date In Australian we don’t do that. In aus you go out with a person a couple of times and after that you married.

Well, You have to learn to live with it. I cried I tried to look at her a different way. I had to get rid of the perfect thoughts I had about her. The glamour image of her. had to think about how and who she really was instead of the person I made of her in my mind. Everyone does that once in a while. Looking at a person through pink glasses. ( I don’t know if you know that saying but its like not seeing the folds of a person). And if you take of the glasses there always are friends who are saying" see she wasn’t all that. We saw that right way" This story was about the American girl. (whispering): Don’t we have to talk about love anymore?

0H no! Not at all! Very much! I’m very emotional.. I always make decisions based on my feelings. It’s exhausting. Even with interviews I try to give my all. That’s the way I am.

When I was 16 years old I was just as passioned as I am now. If I believe in something I go for it. If I love something I love it. If I hate I hate it really. I can never shut my mouth, I always have to say what I think or feel. Where as I always feel attacked very quick. I had the cuts to love people too quickly to hug people and I also want attention and love.

I wrote my first song when I was 15. The song was about the death of Marilyn Monroe. I forgot the name of the song. But the chorus went like this:
You flew away from it all.
You turned around and the scene had ended.
You flew away from it all.
You sweet babe, to be left in the cold again.
It was very melancholic. I just sat there with my radio and guitar. My friends where becoming dentists and doctors.I worked at the video store and wanted to become a popstar.

My friend where afraid about me getting disappointed. Success is not for everybody. If people love you they want to protect you and be a shelter for you. They didn’t make fun of me. That happened when I though that I was black. I wanted to be just like Michael Jackson, Haha I had a period where I though I was Elliot from the movie E. T. When I became 16 I realized I was a white boy from Woodridge.

Being alone. The feeling that no one loves you. My looks.I understand that young people feel insecure because of all the skinny people on TV and in the media. I think I look healthy. I tried as must as I can to put ‘normal’ people in my video clips.

I call my mother. She notice it right away. She knows I’m depressed before I even knows it. She knows me I try to spend some time with my friends. When I’m on tour I go to my fans. They love me .Even when I feel ugly as hell they say I’m beautiful. They are loyal. Sometimes I feel like I don’t deserve that.

0h yeah very much. I always walk with my head in the clouds. I’m not realistic. today i was dreaming about brazil. I have a friend who lives in Rio, I never been there I thought about going there after the promo tour seems lovely unfortunately I remembered that the flight to Rio is very long and would hardly have time to spend over there.

A Big thanks to Ingrid for the Translation of this articles Your the best.